Wow I feel like such a lump. I haven't accomplished a single productive task since I got home, which is a fact that is starting to bother me. o.O;

I'm also extremely confused. I feel kind of empty...not really in a bad way, but it's not in a good way either, and I'm just worried that my confusion and emptiness will end up hurting other people...or, worse, that they already have.

On the bright side, my parents got this Christmas blend of coffee from Trader Joes that tastes like spices, and drinking it puts me in such a good mood. The only problem is how quickly it gets cold. :\

Good coffee helps to balance the annoyance of the fact that I have now finally received all my grades except for one--my history grade, which was the ONLY one I wasn't sure about. Ah suspense! I'm pretty sure I deserved an A, but the TA kept losing my work--and even though I did basically every extra credit assignment, they're informal, and despite all the fiasco with her losing an IMPORTANT paper, I'm still not sure that she can match my name to my face. So I might have a B! It would be the first B of my college career, which I honestly think might be a good thing. The longer I keep up my average the more stubborn pressure I feel to maintain it.

Meh, this entry was pretty pointless and rambling, but that's a pretty good approximation to how life feels in general right now.

ejejeje

( Uhm, this is for ignoring. )

Note: [l] is my lame AIM way to represent ł.

matsuzuma (2:51:53 AM): tsilao so looks chinese
shiningaardvark (2:51:56 AM): hahah
shiningaardvark (2:51:58 AM): it means policeman
matsuzuma (2:52:05 AM): oh o.o
matsuzuma (2:52:10 AM): how do you say
matsuzuma (2:52:13 AM): "don't taze me, bro"
matsuzuma (2:52:14 AM): in navajo
shiningaardvark (2:52:18 AM): uhm
shiningaardvark (2:52:20 AM): hmmm
shiningaardvark (2:52:35 AM): the closest thing i know how to say is probably
shiningaardvark (2:52:51 AM): nitazer doo shi[l] [l]ikan da.
shiningaardvark (2:52:57 AM): your taser is not tasty to me.
matsuzuma (2:53:00 AM): XD
matsuzuma (2:53:06 AM): oh god, being tasered in the mouth sounds awful
shiningaardvark (2:54:09 AM): indeed